I Think I Am Still Alive

Woman holding a drink at a bar alone.
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It is March and I am standing behind the pine of the dive bar I work at holding a spray bottle full of sanitizer. I have cleaned everything I can think of that has ever been touched. The light switches. The doorknobs. The undersides of the stools. The skin of my hands is cracking from the frequency of antibacterial soap and…

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Apocalypse carnival mistress, essayist, and animated story maker. orderoflostthings.com

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Nina Szarka

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Apocalypse carnival mistress, essayist, and animated story maker. orderoflostthings.com

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