This Is Us

Ashes, Ashes Everywhere

On losing, and finding, my son

Carrie Thompson
Human Parts
Published in
6 min readDec 15, 2020

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Ben’s hat, Mt. Garfield Summit

The first days after my son’s suicide were punctuated with question marks. Words uttered in library whispers by well-meaning relatives or friends hinted at the questions that always swirl around suicide. None of them were answerable, except to say that my son was fiercely private about his inner struggles. He didn’t want to…

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Carrie Thompson
Human Parts

A mother, a wife, a high school English teacher, and a suicide loss survivor on a quest for understanding and healing.