This Is Us

Black Skin

Lakeya (Omogun) Afolalu, Ph.D.
Human Parts

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Illustration: Niege Borges

i hate those stories

the ones
where women recall
how they once hated
the shade
of their deep dark skin

the same stories
that appear in
Oprah’s documentaries
and characterize
the dark-skinned women
across her network

whenever i hear them
i never understand
how ugly words
can form on the lips
of such beautiful women

i hate hearing them

because
they dig up
old memories
i buried

memories
of when
i wanted to
live outside
of my own skin

it wasn’t my choice
it was
the narrow
beauty perceptions
that are placed
on young Black girls

Black
African
booty
scratcher
girls like me

why you so dark? he asked me

he compared
my skin
to the Black Air Force Ones
inside my gym bag

he knew
his words
were ugly
but i don’t think
he knew
they weren’t his

they’d been
passed down
from the mouths
of former owners of Black bodies

i later vomited up his words
along with the ones
i fed myself

and i finally saw
the richness
the beauty
of my skin

a few years later

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Lakeya (Omogun) Afolalu, Ph.D.
Human Parts

Professor of Language, Literacy & Culture | Writer | Speaker | Twitter @LakeyaOmogun