Rewriting the Story of My Parents’ Marriage

How old footage of my family helped me see my mother through a new lens

Patsy Fergusson
Human Parts

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My family at Seabright Beach in Santa Cruz, California, in 1959. I’m on the far right. Photo courtesy of Patsy Fergusson

WWe’d had the big white box of old 8mm and Super 8mm family movies for 40 years, handing it off from sister to sister after Mom died of breast cancer in 1975, each one of us promising to digitize or otherwise take care of these precious family heirlooms. No one had.

Then one summer in Santa Cruz, at the little beach house Mom had bought with an unexpected windfall the year she died, we set up an old projector my husband had found on eBay, along with a portable screen. My four sisters and I crowded into the tiny living room with sundry offspring, butts on the blue-carpeted floor, or the dark brown fur-covered couch, or the bright orange beanbag chair leaking white styrofoam pebbles.

My brother-in-law, Paul — an honorary sister by now, after practically growing up in our family while married to Jackie for almost 50 years — handed me each film, randomly selected, from The Box, and the fest began.

Some films dated from before I was born, and many were labeled with my mother’s handwriting: “High Sierra Fishing Pack Trip, 1940”; “Robert and Toni’s family, ’46–51”; “Christmas Dinner at Grandma Claire’s, 1946”; “Bonnie’s Reel, 1948.” We oohed and aahed as we recognized our relatives in…

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