A Letter to Myself on My Deathbed

Perhaps awareness of one’s mortality is the first spark of self-loathing

Gavin Paul
Human Parts
Published in
2 min readAug 5, 2019

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AsAs a child I feared you, fear as cold and hard as a stone from the river. I imagined your frailty as something monstrous, something otherworldly. All rotten gums and cavernous wrinkles, you were ruin and disaster, the vandal from the gloomy future come to slowly leech my essence, the…

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Gavin Paul
Human Parts

English Professor. Author of "Conspiracy of One," a small book of short stories, and “The Coward," a collection of essays. amazon.com/author/gavinpaul