Do they think about you?
This is what it’s really about. Chiseled into iron skies or churning leaves from bronze to gold, is there any splinter in time they think about you? Just some ill-formed, shadowy sense of you dropping handfuls of dog food into the crook halfway up the trunk of the old tree out front. You think they would like that word, crook. They don’t need to remember you forever or have a name for you that they murmur to one another amidst the cold blades of morning light. You just need to know that they think about you from time to time, that they have plotted you on the spectral maps they carry in their mind’s inky eye.
You read about that girl down in Seattle, the way she and her dad scatter handfuls of peanuts across the back lawn each morning. The article called it a ritual. The local crows were so impressed and so grateful that they started bringing this girl secret treasures, nestling bone shards and hollowed crab claws and broken earrings in the grass and dirt with what you can only assume is great care and forethought. Now the girl has a little museum of wonders, a catalogue of trinkets and glassy orbs that grows with the imperceptible steadiness of a living thing. Some suggest the birds are driven by mere instinct — this is happening at the level of synapses and dopamine, nothing profound about it, nothing to do with the girl. But you think about words like…
