Why I Quit Therapy

On discovering the limits of self-analysis

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I saw my first psychiatrist before I got my first period.

I was 11 when I started getting panic attacks. They went as all panic attacks go: Everything was normal and then suddenly I was convinced I was dying. My chest was moving up and down but no air was coming in. My mom said I was breathing but I didn’t believe her. I begged her to…