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A screaming face coming through red fabric.
A screaming face coming through red fabric.

When I was in the middle of a bad trip on psychedelics, I felt like I was going crazy. I was worried I was going to die or cause myself permanent brain damage.

But here I am. Not dead. And not crazy.

The same will be true for you.

As soon as you become aware that you are having a bad trip, you can begin to manage it. You just have to be prepared and know how. Here are 13 steps you can take to get yourself through your bad psychedelic trip unharmed and maybe even stronger than ever.

1. Identify what’s happening and tell someone

The…


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Considering a large portion of magickal theory revolves around working out which spirits are worth listening to, which are just fucking with you, and which are actively leading you into darkness, it’s important to be a bit discerning when it comes to interpreting the messages you receive from the other side. Things can get messy, quickly, and you may find yourself swerving from “receptacle for divine wisdom” into paranoid schizophrenia territory.

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A recent visit to the psychologist highlighted the need for a curriculum update

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Switching gears along the Yarra River, I pedal faster and faster, heading nowhere in particular. My face just crashed into a party of flies and now I’m swallowing wings. Sinking into my surroundings — the wind, ripples in the water, parrots overhead — with no thoughts of all the elses and elsewheres I could be, I’m tripping.

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Lynn and I are fortunate: We are tightly and broadly linked both physically and spiritually. Adventuring together for five years now, at 58 and 75, we seem to have acquired at least a modicum of sense and experience to see us through our escapades. Now we have decided to become psychonauts.

We did not embark on this lightly. Only one of us is psychedelically experienced—that would be me, with a handful of encounters with LSD, mescaline, and mushrooms, the last time being 40 years ago. I did not expect to re-enter the psychedelic realm again, certainly not at the three-quarter-century…

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